
Poems of love.
Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 12:19 AM
There was a time.
When I thought you were for me.
I saw no flaws in my choice;
I guess I didn't see.
You didn't treat me nicely.
Despite how I treated you.
I cared for you, I loved you.
And that you even knew.
I kept telling myself.
That you could change your ways.
But you proved me wrong.
Every single day.
I didn't know what to do then,
My heart was already broken.
You broke my heart and you used it.
Like some kind of game token.
You gained satisfaction.
From other people's pain.
You never even cared for me.
YOU DROVE ME INSANE!
I realize now that its impossible.
To even be your friend.
There is no chance left for me,
Our relationship's at an end.
I can't believe I never saw it before.
What had blinded me?
Everyone knew this would happen.
How come I couldn't see?
I guess I was overconfident.
That this would work out fine.
I guess I was mistaken,
I had crossed the line.
Things will never be.
The way that I dreamed them to be.
You don't treat anyone with respect.
So why would you care for me?
When we broke up, you said you'd always love me.
Always, you said, always we'd be friends.
But soon I saw you wanted nothing of me,
And then I understood that's how it ends.
You said, "Well, it's much harder than I thought."
I guess it's always easier to lie.
You said, "Well, ask me anything you want."
But I was much too frightened to ask why.
I guess it doesn't matter why we failed,
Or why I love you after what you've done,
Or why the harshest truths must be unveiled.
After the last train has come and gone.
I miss you and I love you, even though.
What happened lies too deep for me to know.
Here lays my heart.
All broken and torn.
There are no feelings left in it.
For me to mourn.
Here lays my mind.
Which has repressed.
All the memories we have shared.
That have left me a mess.
Here lays my soul.
Which you took away.
Along with my faith and trust in you.
That you broke in a day.
Here lays my body.
All mangled and left to die I hope that I can get through this.
And find another girl.
VINCEEE
♥