Looking back.
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 10:24 PM
Omg, after reading those posts that were like 2years ago,
I found myself kinda gay LOL.
"VINCEEE <#" and the constant 'LOLOLOLOLOL.'
And most of it were so embarassing omgg ><.
Thanks tricia for telling me about it.
Well, i'm actually kinda happy and find the posts cute.
Although I know i'm the one posting it, and i ain't cute...
So yeah.
Haha.
Listening to Hey, Soul Sister - Train.
:/
Kinda bored right now.
Facebook & MSN, usuals to keep me company.
Anyways, movie anyone?
Date, Time, Meetup, Movie please. ):
Bye,
Vinneh.
Why.
Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
I know there is no point saying this now.
I know it's been already years.
But, when you smile, when you do that cute little stupid action.
You brought me back into the conscience of love.
You just gave me that sense of love for you again.
I know that you may never accept me back into your life again.
I know i've made mistakes in the past, and I know because of that,
you may never even think about accepting.
Yes, i've made extremely stupid & foolish mistakes,
but i've figured it out.
I've already put sports & health ahead of gaming.
Yes, it wasn't easy, but I did it. I do not take gaming so seriously now.
I know you may not feel this way, but trust me, i've cleared the addiction.
And once again, i've fell for you again.
I know there was no turning back, after what had happened years ago,
but I still wanted to continue loving you, even if you do not love me back.
I know this is a one-sided love somehow, but you shouldn't try telling me,
to give up on you, and move on, move on, and face the bigger ocean out there.
I won't stop loving you, (not to the extent where I stalk you everywhere, cause that's so -.-)
and no matter what it is, I will treasure you, I will protect you.
And the sole reason, is because I still, love you.
Yes, i've told you that I did move on, but the feeling returned again.
Your smile, the way you laugh, the way you persuade me to do stuff.
That were the things about you that made me so happy, so warm in the inside.
I just want to say, that i've changed, and realised my mistakes.
But i'm still not prepared to face it yet.
I'm not prepared for it.
Really, I really do.
Vincent.