rofl ._.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 3:41 PM
LOL, so Jordan and Honghui came to my house ._.
Transferred wc3 to them via thumbdrive?
Then went to the coffee shop to eat,
with addition of Chapman.
lol, that's all.
Byebye,
vinnehpwnx.
Happy Birthday Rachel!
Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 9:08 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!!:D.
I'm sorry I can't go to your chalet though :/
Had a bad flu & headache in the afternoon.
And by around this time, it had already subsided. ):
I really wanna see you again okay, and I'm sorry, again.
I really wish I could attend but my body wouldn't let me.
Love you jie <3
4 years since I met you. (:
Melancholic,
Vinnehpwnx.
Crushcrushcrush~
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 6:25 AM
It's already been a relationship after,
even though I felt nothing but anger.
Yes, nothing else but anger.
No pain, at all.
I wonder why.
But now I don't know if I'm the same again.
I don't feel myself.
Do I?
Well, this new feeling has been popping up.
It isn't love nor hate.
It's more of, love, but not true love.
Well It could be defined as a mother's love,
or maybe something much more mediocre.
I know you still can't forgive,
how much pain I've caused you in the past.
But I'm here to confess.
That I do still love you.
I ain't gonna advance the relationship.
I rather stay as great friends, nonetheless best friends.
Yes, I'm stopping here.
I don't want to feel pain nor letting you feel pain.
I've thought about this many times before I sleep.
And well this pretty much links up to me,
just caring for you, in a love kind of way.
It's complicated, well, more of unexplainable.
This feeling I have towards you,
suddenly changed so much.
So my conclusion is that.
I'm going to stay where I am right now.
Going on with that swear I made also,
And just do what a friend has to do.
Well maybe more of a friend,
but sacrificing much time and patience into,
well, someone worth it, is well?
Worth it?
Good, now my conscience is clear from any aspects that may distract me from my future.
And I can continue smiling and being happy till the time comes.
Well, there may be a time when I have to make a critical selection.
It has happened more than twice in my life now.
And I hope it happens again.
Because I would want to make the right decision,
so that I can be confident in what I do.
Not making any more mistakes that may affect me no more,
but more of, preventing mistakes.
Thinking twice.
;
We live in deeds, not years:
In thoughts, not breaths;
In feelings, not figures on a dial;
We should count time by heart throbs.
He who most lives,
who thinks most,
who feels the noblest,
acts the best.
At times our own light goes out,
and is rekindled by a spark from another person.
Each of us has a cause to think with deep gratitude,
of those who have lighted the flame within us.
Whenever you're in conflict with someone,
there is one factor that can make a difference,
between damaging or deepening your relationship.
That factor is attitude.
Vincent.
Freedom! At last!
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 2:45 AM
1. Wasted my time.
- Gaming.
- Couldn't dota whenever I want to.
- Wherever I go, must report.
- Transport.
- Wherever I go, in the end must post in blog.
- Whatever that you wanted to do, ended up being my task.
- Blahblah, this and that, bullshit.
2. Wasted my money.
- Ring.
- Transport.
- Whatever that fits into this context.
3. Wasted my breath.
- Phone.
- Conversation.
- Whatever that fits, again.
4. Wasted my energy.
- Typing.
- Posting.
- And giving a whole load of shit for just caring.
5. Wasted my life.
- Troublesome.
- A burden to me.
- Lazy to give a fuck about you anyways.
6. Random shit I wanna share.
- Talking on the phone gives radiation, killing thousands of brain cells.
- Feels like vomiting blood whenever I try to explain something to you.
- Whole fucking waste of time trying to delete stuff in this blog.
This is just comments to satisfy my hatred locked within me.
So if you're here and you're gonna whine or screw up my whole life,
could you be so kind to leave this blog, and never return again?
Yeah, and you should know who this is for.
I dont know why, but during this whole course of your so called 'love',
is something so measly that it didn't have much impact towards me.
So if you think that repetitive threats should be my punishment,
think again. Also, you are probably the number one person, to make me,
spend so much time reporting details to you, in any form possible.
So think about how much you've asked from me, and how much I've asked from you.
Oh, and if you think I'm a flirt, please, your love didn't have ANY impact on me.
I felt no shit, I felt no love, nothing, now get lost, screw it, fuck off.
And, that's not the worst kind of me for getting over a girl.
Thankfully this blog link has nothing to do with you.
Like the romance states,
Love never lasts.
Vinnehpwnx.