Im sorry.
Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 5:26 PM
Sorry for what i've done to you.
Can you forgive me?
For you, it's over.
But for me, it's not.
I still love you, but what about you?
All our happy memories.
Please come back.
I miss you alot.
As i've said, it's not over.
If you're dissapointed in me, i'm sorry.
I've cried for you.
I've laughed for you.
I've changed just for you.
Now i'm alone, just because of you.
Now i'm alone without you.
If i die today,
What will you do?
Come after me?
Or pretend nothing happened?
I love you, after you loved me.
I wish i'm a grass,
So i can cut myself.
You're important to me.
I don't know if i'll be okay.
I never realized how much you sacrificed for me.
I love you, but my only wish for now.
Is to be with you.
This months has been, my worse nightmare.
With this life of mine.
Everything changed.
You removed my worries.
Now, i've throwed my dreams away.
Since i've done this.
I'm lonely forever.
My sunshine became my night.
My happiness became my sorrow.
I'm alone waiting.
For you to come back.
I know you can tell I Love You.
I know you can feel it too.
But please dont leave me here,
Because you know i love you.
Our paths will cross once more.
As they have many times before.
We'll share a long forgotten embrace.
We'll talk to each other again.
We'll share fears, and hold back a tear.
But we'll find out what's the hardest word to say is,
Goodbye.
Without you i shall be again.
And those were my words. All from my heart.
VINCEEE
♥
back from M.I.A (x
@ 5:24 PM
suay sia on 24th. sleeves kena ink, big stain D:
and my shoe and socks kena peach aloe vera )x
haiz, sommore, online. i tio pwn sia. )x
24th is Jialin's and Syafirah's anni.
and the same
DATE of my birthday.
sad, you know. anyways.
im back from MIA. (x
oh, welcome to taiwan (:
1# Burn bitch burn ! LOL
2# Anabelle scratched me )x
3# F&N ! LOL
4# Can you see that heart?
5# My PERFECT muffins !
6# Sorry I pointed that at you
7# LOL random seh.
8# Nice right?
love, VINCEEE
♥
ZheHao & Jabin's Birthday Outing~
Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 11:11 PM
LOL okay, today at least got more people go bah.
last time only Me, Jabin, Anabelle & Neomin like that nia.
sia, zhehao bully me LOL jk.
and for the first time EVER,
Zhehao put WAX! wow LOL
okay, then we met at the small macs, as usual -__-
then then, we went to TM and decided on Babylon A.D
SIBEH NICE SIA LOL.
got this sentence ar, that guy say
'dont fuck with me' LOL i laugh like shit sia LOL
sia, we think that the girl can predict what can happen lo.
i suggest you go watch and die LOL jkjk. (:
okay la, after movie, alot go home sia.
we actually want go E-Hub, then no one want go le D:
#$%^&*()#$%^&*() you ! LOL
okay, then so.
we walk walk around TM.
go ToysR'us play play LOL.
ohya, people keep playing with my cap D:
meanie people LOL!
okay, not much to say now.
byebye people, ILY ~ LOL
oh btw,
I LOVE YOU JESLYN TAN MEI MEI ! LOLVINCEEE
♥
it's useless now.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @ 8:58 PM
Mapling with zhehao, as usual -___-" .
nothing to play. nothing.
Dota only.
but not pro, at all.
tc all of you alright. (:
RACHEL JIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3hanging on like that is wasting time.
plus you both are not talking much now,
then it's considered a silent break.
she also never treasure you.
get over HER.
stop caring for her
it's useless to love her anymore.
she wont feel a single shit about you.
you tried to make her everything to you.
but she turned everything around.
you're hanging on a thread, just let go, and fall.
it will hurt and it will leave a scar.
you just have to start to learn how to stop loving someone.
without her, you still can carry on with life.
Vincent, just forgive, but dont forget.
in the end, you will be with her, and enjoy life with her.
Quiz. ;D
@ 8:09 PM
Alright, here's a quiz that Grace asked me to do.
1. Who was the first person who tagged you?
> dont know, long time ago leh.
2. What did you think of that person?
> dont know either.
3. Do you eat alot of fast food?
> 85% yes, 15% no.
4. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
> no, not even my stead. sad.
5. Do you eat candy on a regular basis?
> yes i do.
6. What about in your 5th sent message?
> hah. what talking you.
7. Who was the last person you ate with?
> Jabin, Jialin, Neomin, Tian Ning. ( muslims shall not be mentioned as they are fasting. )
8. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
> Anabelle.
9. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
> i rarely eat sushi, but i just get what i ordered.
10. Who was the last person you last sat with?
> Jabin
11. What are you doing at 10am?
> sleeping in Mr.Tan's class. =x
12. Have you changed alot this summer?
> i haven't got a clue.
13. What's the last beverage you last spilled on yourself?
> i forgot ;D
14. Where is the place you want to be now?
> a place where my stead truly understands how to treasure someone.
15. When was the last time you cried?
> a few days ago, before i slept. thinking about her.
16. What's your favourite song at the moment?
> I dont wanna be in love - Good Charlotte.
17. What were you doing at 11 last night?
> watching my usual channel on tv ;D
18. Who's near you?
> nothing but my love for her.
19. What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
> sleeping lah, i havent sleep enough leh.
20. What's bothering you right now?
> the fact that my ♥ never treasures me.
21. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
> Neomin or Anabelle.
22. Who's house did you go, last?
> Jabin. ( i think )
23. Who honestly knows everything about you?
> Parents, duh.
24. Who broke your heart?
> Anabelle.
25. Honestly, do you love someone very much.
> Yes i do, but she doesnt love me back. ):
26. Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
> You should already know who, Anabelle. ( at least 4 weeks ago )
27. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
> like i said in question 2.
28. Are there any parts of your body that hurts?
> my hearts and feelings.
29. In the supermarket, the first thing that catches your attention is?
> the latest magazines.
30. How cool do you think you are?
> very cool. ( bhb ;D )
31. Drugs are?
> her smile that she gives me.
32. Which one do you hate the most.
> those tablets and powder. I love her smile and her voice the most. (:
33. Who was the first person to text to you today?
> Karen. =x
34. What was the first thing you did this morning?
> Checked my phone for sms or calls.
35. Who was your last " missed call " on your cell phone ?
> Suprisingly, Anabelle. 7.06pm.
36. What was the last mistake you made?
> Neglecting her.
37. What are you listening to now?
> Nine in the afternoon - Panic at the disco.
38. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
> Anabelle & Neomin.
39. Who was the last person who called you?
> Anabelle.
40. Is there anything you want to say to someone special?
> okay, i know we've been through hard times, and you neglected me.
but so far, you didn't give up so much. i can see that. i just want you to love
me like you did before, and dont leave me in the cold dust again.
i trust you, and believe in you. Dear, i love you so much.
And i will never let you go. 我爱你.
10 People to do :
Anabelle <3333
Jared Laoban <3 LOL
Karen Mei <3
Tian Ning Mei <3
Felicia Jie <3
Fiona Jie <3
Rachel Jie <3
Sherry Jie <3
Tricia Mei <3
Jeslyn Mei <3
Thanks to you all for being there for me.
I know there's more, but that's all i can say for now.
I love you all, especially my Rachel, Sherry, Tricia, Karen, Tian Ning, and Jeslyn<3
Plus Jared ( Geksim LOL ) <3
sian some of you close blog. ala bo bian. lazy tag le =x
VINCEEE
♥
Convo With Lynn; Friday Outing.
Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 6:06 PM
yeayea, got a nice convo with lynn that day.
i know it's been like so long since that convo, but nvm la, just post about it.
( sorry lynn i disiao you ): ) LOL!
okay, she call me sexy ! yay ! LOL.
sian, she cut of some of the EXCITING parts T_T ( they are seriously damn EXCITING ! )
Lynn, you bad can !
LOL
kk, you must treat me roti prata k? thank you rich chiobu~
okay, maybe she didnt say that, but i just put here for fun la ! LOL
hahas, okay.
holidays ending sia. ewww. i want more sia T_T .
i lazy cut hair. but must.
later Ms Tan go shave my hair x-x
then today, go watch movie with jabin, justin, anabelle >:( and NEO MIN !
hahas LOL.
eww, anabelle dont care me. whatever ! LOL
okay, then we watched 'meet dave'
okay la damn funny sia !
i recommened that you should watch it alrite? hahas.
got one part ar, he in toilet.
he is so called ' shitting ' then a guy in the next cubicle
called him a show off LOL!
okay, nothing else to talk le.
byebye~
you're irreplaceable from my heart ♥
VINCEEE
♥