sigh.
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
whenever i walked passed that bustop we used to take,
whenever i took the MRT,
whenever i walked that path,
whenever i passed your school,
whenever i am in class,
whenever i see your name,
whenever i see that faint letter T,
whenever i used my phone,
whenever i took the bus,
whenever, whatever, wherever i am,
you always appear in my mind,
you always appear infront of my eyes,
like you're a mirage in the middle of Singapore.
I am trying to get over it,
but all it tells me is 'never'
Yet i try and try, but it never fails to
kill me from the inside.
sigh, i just dont know anymore.
anyways, CNY is here,
so Happy Chinese New Year. :D.
Take care everyone !
VINCEEE
♥
Class Decoration LOL.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 9:07 PM
EH LOLLLLL.
Deco until so much, but low quality.
Keep dropping LOL. Cheap sia the tape.
okay okay, so tuesday skipped opc cause
jabin la, in the end never go out,
wasted la -.- i wanted go opc de.
@#$%^&*(
okay, then these few days sibei sian,
like happy then sad then happy then sad.
one thing is ana la. talk to her nice nice,
give me fuck face. simi fucked up attitude sia.
i ask for sweet nia, then give fuck face. other people
ask, you give. smlj la cb.
happy cause got friends mah (except you know who :D)
then like this lor. as usual got homework.
and i've made a commitment to study hard this year
(clap la) LOL. miracle la. LOL.
okay la thats all i think i wanna say.
bye, VINCEEE
♥ P.S I LOVE YOU<3 :x
I just dont really know.
Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
i just wanted to tell you how i feel,
just that i dont know where to start.
i know no matter what i say,
nothing will change, cause i just
couldnt be trusted anymore.
i miss being able to talk to you
about everything, i miss the look you
got in your eyes everywhere we were.
i miss the way i held your hand,
i missed the way you made me laugh.
i just miss you.
you have no idea how much i just wish
i could go back to when everything was
perfect with you.
i would love to say all this to you,
but im afraid if i pour out all my heart
to you like this, then all i get is a response
like 'ohh' or 'cool' and if that happens then my heart
will shatter all over again. and im not sure,
if i can handle that pain, again.
Baby, you left me with;
Nothing but a broken heart,
Eyes that never stop crying.
Hands that misses yours.
A head that always hurts.
And a heart that stopped.
And worse of all, im just..
trying really hard not to cry
over you because every tear is
just one more reminder that i dont
know how to let you go.
What is wrong with me ?
Why do i keep going back to her,
when all she does is hurt me.
i dont really know if i miss you or not,
but i know, for certain, that i missed the person
i loved when there was you and me.
rewind, and take me back, when we were perfect.
- i just terribly love you,
- and nothing can stop my feeling of you, from going away.
VINCEEE.
♥
YAY SCHOOL REOPEN, NOT. ZZZ.
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 7:03 PM
FUCKING PISSED SIA.
MY HAIR SO SHORT TIO CAUGHT WTF?
SIDEBURN 0.5cm NIA. LIKE WTF LA MS PONANA
FUCKING BITCH INDIAN FUCKER.
SIAN SIA. CALL MOTHER CALL PRINCIPAL LA
GL TEACHER FUCK SIA.
HAIZ.
so much for first day of school.
HAIZ. maybe talking to the girl i love could help.
well, now im misunderstanding her. i hope it clears up soon.
cause i dont want to lose her.
and i terribly love her, even till the death of me.
well, thats all i would want to say. anyways.
i love you,
VINCEEE
♥