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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 @ 7:40 PM
You're the first.
You're the first one I asked numbers from.
You're the first one I had a 'love at first sight' incident with. (Although you might not feel the same way.)
You're the first one that I'd plan roughly 6 months ahead to your birthday.
You're the one I always think of before I go to bed.
You're the one I always think of first every morning.
You're the one that makes me feel that jiggly feeling in me whenever I see your smile.
You're the one that makes me feel happy out of no reason.
You're the one I trust.
After all that, I still don't know.
Would you even give a second chance to me? Or you're just seeing how it goes?
Do you honestly still have feelings for me, or am I just having false hope?
I would want all these questions answered, and I didn't mind if they'd hurt either.
But I can't put myself into the position to ask you all these questions.
I trust your words, but, I just can't take it.
What are you actually thinking of?