
Mixed|Emotions.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 9:01 PM
I feel different under your shadow.
I sit here speechless,
Your innocent concealed by others.
Your weariness shows in your dark.
I reach out to you,
to hold you,
to show you that I care,
more than anyone every could.
Without hesitation,
a soft kiss against the lips.
Without any thoughts of a tangled relationship.
Our hearts, complexity.
Our pasts, sickly warped.
But the noise of the silent summer,
molds our love together.
It seems that to you,
it is all superficial,
and it saddens me to know that I love you from the deepest hole,
of my Heart.
Longing to be held and loved,
But do you really feel more,
do you hold that capacity to love as deeply as I do?
No, you are just a girl.
But I am just as innocent,
so maybe you do love me as I love you.
Your summer love,
I crave for your innocence.
Your pillowed lips still lingered on my neck.
Perhaps I don't have to grow up.
Perhaps this hope you have given me can last till I've seen you again.
I feel so happy, passionate and optimistic.
How could you?
Perhaps I interpret your flirtatious gestures as more than they are.
You took the authority.
For I belong to you, thats what I believed.
Yes, you indicated your need for me,
but there is something that you wished from the shallow waters.
But whatever my contortions of your feelings may be,
you've allowed me to dream of love, once again.
But the fear of hurt still lies in the background,
as I know confusion lurks in your soft eyes.
Despite your problems, I love you,
and you have truly made me feel overwhelmed.
Truly happy.
Truly loved.
Smile with me.
Love.